Broken Feeder 

©2003 Andrew Calhoun, recorded on Shadow of a Wing

There's a broken feeder on the backporch 
It was a gift he gave her before he passed away 
She bought more feeders for the backyard 
For the nuthatches and bushtits 
And the rufus-sided towhee 
And the pretty Townsend's warbler 
And she scattered seed for the quail 

When he died, he died in her arms 
When he died, he died in her arms 
And she did not say the right thing 
And she could not save his life 

She wore a shroud of loneliness 
She wore a robe of grace 
And those that offered comfort 
Found strength in her embrace 
But the cards and flowers stop coming 
And she gave herself to grieving 
With the flame of love still burning 
And cruel November turning 
And all day he is dying 
And all day he is dying 

One night she woke up trembling 
Her heart so swiftly racing 
Her face and his are blending 
And both of them are dying 
And both of them are dying 
She calls a friend and 911 
To come to save her life 

They gave her pills to calm her 
And her steady friend stays over 
The body goes on breathing 
And there really are no words 
For why she rose that morning 
And went to feed the birds.